OUTSIDER

i am not senile & am super aware that cts are tmr. but omgggg. i am in awe. saw him on MusicBank & my mom(anti-climax but what other choice man.) & i were like, wow. O.O

so i watched the subbed mv & thankgod the lyrics dont suck.

read fast or youll miss it.

finally finished my 820words of self glorification spiced with lies & redundant adjectives. hahaha. whee~. i love outsider & i dont even listen to rap other than epik high.

theres a docushow about a family with a rare genetic disorder that prevents them from sleeping & they eventually die from exhuastion later on okto. watching it now. omo. D:

yaye. i am still online. hahaha.

right. so i have heard chunglim's songs.! omg. i am hooked on 씹다버린 껌.


its addictive. i like his voice at the "they are called lies, i couldnt trust you" part. hahaha. actually, i like this song. yaye~.


& cause i still love this song even after a million years.

its 9pm & i am hungry. bought ridiculously cute hello kitty clips for fush & suni. hahaha. i bet theyll think its disgusting but its so cute.

sradio

whee~ for ppl who like to listen to like, kpop/jrock(not sure but since i saw hyde on the homepage i assume it does have it.?) radio, i found a station to listen to online.! ~♥♥♥.

SRADIO

it has recent songs & hits & i love the fact that they show the title too. my worse pet peeve is to like a song but not know the title & thus not be able to find it so yaye~. i love this.♥o♥

right. so i have CTs on monday but i am still not prepared. oh wells. i did go to the study club today but i ended up being too absorbed in doodling. sighh.

watched star golden bell on kbs last night. it was the 2pm episode with junsu speaking in dialect & jaebeom's customized "level with me" word cause his korean isnt superfantastic. laughed like shit. i realize that shows are funny not entirely cause of idols but mostly due to the MCs & comedians. hahaha. chunglim(cheongrim.?) was on it too & his speaking voice is totally the type i like. hahahahaha. & he is so cute too. sucks that i dont listen to his music. hahaha. my dad watched SGB with me before & he laughed like shit too. hahaha. yes. that was just to prove that it wasnt funny only cause i am a fan of 2pm.


the full version was so much funnier cause of the comedians in the other lines & stuff. but hahaha. & watching the whole episode, i found out that the cameraman just zooms into & take oneshots of jaebeom.junsu/chunglim's face for no apparent reason. like, others are speaking but heck, lets just focus on hot faces that can bring up the ratings. hahaha.

nicole is super cute on level with me. hahaha. when i first watched it i was like, wtf how do they play this game.! its kinda like taboo but with proverbs etc but the way she says the hints are so omgwtf cause they have no link at all with the answers. but ppl still manage to guess it. but now i actually manage to guess. ahahahaha.

yup. smth like that. hahaha. the sense of satisfaction from guessing the word even if i dont know what it means is great.


& the 2pm version on idol army. its so fricking funny. i like jungri(?), the one who he said not to curse. she is super funny.! whoo. 2am's confession of a friend is playing oon the radio now.

ohhh. i cut my hair shorter again. the guy who cut it was so cute. ahahaha. anyway. i am trying to grow it, then cut it & grow it to get rid of the layers. but its too layered even the guy told me itll take quite a while. oh wells. but i like the way he cut it so yupp. its like my parting is weird so most of the time my left side is messy whereas my right side is perfectly smooth. but he managed to make it balanced looking. wahahaha. yes. hahahaha. pissing off anybody is fine except your hairdresser & allowance giver isnt it.

the brave brothers

i realize that almost >85% hit songs are contributed by the brave brothers some way or another. so when i read that they had a hand in ukiss's album, i kinda got curious about ukiss. so yupp. wonder how it would sound. -wait for load-

ommmg. in lecture today, i heard ppl sitting behind me talking about 2pm & got excited myself. then i decided not to turn around cause i know ill get disappointed with knowing who they were. but i couldnt resist & turned around. zomg. i never saw them in school before. sigh. dashed my fat hope of meeting fandoms. )':

just spent an hour playing & feeding the baby lovebirds & parrotlet. omg. my dad is such a slob & stuff. he doesnt take care of them properly. oh wells. so like i got fed up & fed them, cleaned them bit by bit, changed the cage & everything. pfft. its ohkay, with my care, they shall BLOSSOM. shall wake at 4.30am tmr to feed them before school.

padumdum. i ate alot of bananas today cause dinner was late. & i just read the worst book i ever borrowed. as in, the climax was supposedly the part where he finds out the man's sister was murdered by a paedophilic rapist. but it came so soon, like 1/5th of the book & the story just went downhill faster than lee shiyoung's career after the junjin loveline that i was like wtf & couldnt continue reading. oh wells.

i love vitagen & yakult.
the plain gold one > grape > peach & i dont really like the apple one cause its too sweet. D: i can drink it all day long man.

friend

in love.

ballet is cancelled for 2 weeks cause of the h1n1.
sigh.

i sat through 2 frickin hours of boring taiwan music award ceremony filled with people i have never heard of just to watch suju perform two songs. how sad. but i am awfully shocked that the ceremony was so boring.!!! the gayo daejun's etc have so much entertainment. oh wells.

boom boom ssanti

BOMMIEEE~~~♥.

welll. i finally went to tampines again to buy my ballet stuff & shopped abit with my mom. then my dad met us for dinner. hahaha. at first i was waiting for fush to come. & while walking out guess what.! i saw erica & collin.!!! it was so surreal i thought i was hallucinating. hahahaha. sat around with them abit & had mcflurry. ohohoho. :D it was like, meet-the-friends-day-you-bloody-anti-social-hermit.!


fush finally reached & we went to my house. hahahahaha. did lots of random stuff until she missed the last train home. ahahaha. punggol really is a scary place to be stranded at night. i almost was once.


she had a weird patch on her nose but she had it since birth so yupp.


i ran out of normal contacts so ill be wearing specs to school. oh joy.

dont you just hate it when your specs get in the way when youre trying to sleep or fog up or stuff.? i hate it.


fush loves her cause she is so cute.


my mess = her playground


got scratched by either her cage or her nails. i conclude that rabbit-related ailments are always worse after a day. it seems alright there but its hugeass bloody now. oh wells.

the next day i managed to wake up on time for TRANSFORMERSSS. ZOMG. I LOVE TRANSFORMERS. like, hot mechs + hot megan fox + cool shia lebouf, yaye~. the soldier dude was quite hot too. josh smth...i know he is from lasvegas though. hahahaha. cause it airs after csi. but it was strange how i totally fell asleep during the first transformer but loved this one. i almost cried during certain parts of the show. & omg. garrett screamed. HAHAHAHAHA. just had to broadcast that. ahahahaha.

during the whole damn show my face was like;
(♥o♥)!!!

ahh~. i like the decepticon's designs but bumblebee is too cute. zomg.


he looks better this way.





boy's generation just made me laugh so hard i almost died. hahaha. i knew jaebeom was going to get the pink jeans.! i almost died of laughter when taecyeon did his part. hahaha. the contrast of his usual stage image & that... hahahaha. it reminded me of idol army when they did it. kinda hoping wooyoung was going to be in it too. oh wells. hahahaha.

unbatterified

"you look different everyday.!" -hands over card-
"uhmm. thanks.?"

that was so awkward. what was i supposed to reply.? its not a compliment but neither is it bad. its just neutral. oh wells. & how the heck do i look different everyday. -.-

not like i have a plastic surgeon living in my basement(i wish.), like,
"i have a dinner date on tuesday so i would like my nose abit sharper please".

its just the clothes that changes.

not looking forward to school cause i dont wanna wake up at ungodly hours.

i got a bite from channie yesterday on my wrist cause i accidentally tugged his ear when he was sitting on my lap. it didnt hurt at first. more of a nibble cause the skin didnt break. but now its bruised & red teeth marks appear which makes me look like a suicidal druggie.

ahhh~. )': i am suddenly depressed. i need prozac. or a vacation to korea/thailand/taiwan. or yami yogurt. or choco banana. fine. maybe i am just hungry. but too lazy to cook. sian.

channie

its fathers' day today thats why i received 2 lionhead bunnies. they are so super fluffy & zomg squashable.

its a guy & like being ohsooriginal, i nicknamed him channie. no prize for guessing where i got that from. ahh~. channie is so cute i keep calling him her accidentally.


hahaha. channnieee.
omgbananashit m skin is so dull. ahhhhhhhhh.

he has a gf(they do cohabitat afterall) who is brown but she is more frisky about the new home move so i havent really played with her yet. she is nicknamed bommy cause i have a total girl crush on parkbom(2ne1).

going nuts

its embarrassing & senseless, but,

i just bawled my eyes out at G.O.D's to my mother mv. like, idky but everytime i hear that song i cry like theres no tmr. & i just heard it on star king where this guy sang it to his mom & then i was tearing, then everyone in the audience were crying & 2pm cried when they sang part of it with him & then i started bawling my eyes out.

i dont think anybody saw me cry before so they all think i am heartless. HAHAHAHA. but i bawled like mad at this song. screwed up.

8eight's w/o a heart make me cry too.
nell's its ohkay make me sad.

sigh.

i shall show you guys the magic of 8 days cramp studying. hahahaha. starting tmr.! technically today(since its like nearly 4am).

anyway, i just watched introducing star friend. literally, watched. since i cant understand the spoken language & only understand the body language.

but anyway. 2PM gets away with everything despite being idols dont they.? :D like,

getting kissed by a girl on broadcast,

cradle robber was the only thing that came to mind. HAHAHA.




making reallllyyyy unglam faces
its actually a software developed by some weird ppl that makes you ugly. i wonder why anybody wants to invest in that. if it has the opposite effect, itll bring us one step closer to world peace.

& just about anything else. but thats why they are so fricking entertaining & basically on every popular variety show. hahaha.

sigh. what has become of my life. its been reduced to watching & laughing & crying at videos & shows on youtube at 4am. hahahahaha.

I KNOW WHY I AM STILL UNABLE TO SLEEP & HYPER & MOODSWINGY.
I DRANK 5 SHOTS OF EXTRA CONC COFFEE.

i say HEY YA.!

its 12.44am & i just finished spazzing over 2pm like a rabid fangirl with my parents watching music bank. :D :D :D my mom was asleep but i assured her 2pm's live was way better(cause before that pops in seoul showed their a&a mv) so she woke up to watch it too. :D :D :D

yes. i think they were all very amusedamazed by my sudden ability to screechsing korean stuff too. hahahaha. & the fanchants were so cute please. yuppp. we were all depressed when they didnt win musicbank too. its a conspiracy. how can a triple crowner not win.!!! hahaha. they did actually, just that i was watching a rerun just now. hahahaha.

dj shine's voice is like, wow. :D super deep & stuff minus the fact that he is old enough to make our relationship illegal.

anyway. isnt jaebeom everywhere.? :D
navi ft him
vos ft him
kwill ft him
even the lady gaga interview was done by him.

i love the fact that he is everywherebut mnet scandal.

watched hongki's mnet & omgggg. the girl is seriously cute.!
& i wont die watching chansung on scandal if & only if the girl is dahye cause she is too cute too. i mean, like srsly she is too cute.

btw. i got no voice now from excessive wangwangs & sapporo.

& i still havent touched my notes yet. screw CTs.
false red alert from MoH please.?

genius

i have tonnes of plain tees that are not very cute.

:
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& after my magical touch.!


whee~. they dont have a proper fanshirt(i think.) so i decided to make one. plus the fact that only wordings look cute in black & white. -.-
2PM.!
hottest time of the day.
hahahaha.


wheee~.

ahahahahaha. i want to make a dalki monogram bag or pencil box but my printer cant handle colors. -.- welcome to the 1910s. -.-


dalki.!

this thingy is funnnnnn.
OMGGG. :D its like so cool cause you wont ever need to scour for those prints you want but are nonexistent cause its too cool.

you just design it, print it, transfer it.! :D whee~.

& like omg.
i love you Vogue.
sucks i live in singapore instead.


this is why therell be mass suicides if chansung goes on mnet scandal.
Credit:hottie♥ in Bestiz


:D

i kinda think that chansung is the kind who has the same face when he was like 16yo but look old like 23 or smth but then when he is 115yo, he will still look 23.

just woke up

the door slammed damn loudly last night cause of the strong wind & obese rain. jumped up & almost died of a heart attack. i dont know what happened but i slept through the alarm & ended up waking at like, now. must be the mignight shock.

siannnn. D:


bought alot of stuff yesterday. flat broke again. -.-




watched the second part of it's time - chansung.
i shouldve learnt korean instead of japanese but oh wells. can always learn it after a's. though ill be doing my jlpt or smth too. hopefully it wont get crazy confusing to do 2 languages simultaneously.


he looks so fricking cute& his age here. HAHAHAHA.


colorful & bright & the huge ribbons are love.

its official.

mnet hates fangirls.

i bet the PD was dumped by her idol once or rejected tragically thus she has come back for revenge by breaking hearts of fangirls & shattering fantasies worldwide. maybe not the middle east or china though since they like suju so much. dont you realize every prc in school is a fan of them.? but i find heechul super funny & witty. but definitely in thailand, korea, singapore & stuff.

ahhh. D: i think taec's fake gf is quite tall though.! the teaser photos have her at like, a teeny bit shorter than him. minus maybe the heels(wasnt shown in photo)...she should be about 170.! for ppl like me who cant even hit 160, thats coool.! i still think hongki's gf is the cutest. hahaha. nichkhun's minsun is getting the hate from both his crazy rabid delusionalfans & kimbum's fans. its either a publicity stunt gone bad or maybe she is masochistic. but i hope she doesnt get all depressed & prozac herself & OD.


nichkhun's. i only watched theirs so far but i like her.


hongki's.! she is so cute please. but i havent watched it yet.


okcat's. cant really see her face though.

maybe for nichkhun's its like, if they get a super pretty one, fans will stone her outta jealousy. a ugly one & fans will stone her for not being "worthy". so might as well get one who is pleasing to the eyes & able to show a great persona on tv. but she still gets stoned by fans. hahahaha. hongki's one is cuter & younger to match him.? & okcat's is like. the more mature type. hahahaha.

i am so glad chansung is not on it.

i know its ridiculously early but i couldnt sleep.! i have already cooked my first ever rice(its bouncy QQ & yummmy. but i got burnt by the steam from the cooker when i opened it.), ate my scrambled eggs after cooking them, choke on chilli flakes, tidied my room partially, dressed up, wore contacts, checked kgossip/news & i am still too early. hahaha.