omg. i am so grossed out.
let me start from some mundane thoughtless thing that happened long ago.
PRELOGUEa few months to be exact. so. i heard this voice shouting stuff like "
bye jacq chua" etc right.? so it was
gregory kang. glen told me. yes. (it is totally not glen's fault so i have no idea why gregory has to make things difficult for him by putting him in a spot. so immature. so glen is innocently uninvolved.) anyway. background info: i have never known who gregory kang is. never even heard of him since we
never crossed path.
PART 1so i was ohkay with it
once(after fencing on be yourself day) but then he thinks its oh-so-funny & did it
again. i seriously got annoyed since i
despise extra stuff that irritates me since, if i dont bother you, you shouldnt either. ohkay. so i told glen to tell gregory to stop it. mutual friends thus itll lower aggressiveness & show goodwill. its true.
how mature of me. :D
& since glen was a mutual friend, i dont want it to get too big. but then gregory was like "ill be waiting for her to come whack me." like seriously.?! how old are you. so i asked him to meet me to clarify stuff if he has the guts. but he apparently
didnt.
PART 2i saw him for the
first time in my life (did i like, walk under a ladder, break 10 mirrors, bulldoze the path of an army of black cats or something unknowingly last night.?!) after PT session today & decided to ask him whats his problem.
our conversation goes;
me: can you stop what youre doing.
gross:
why are you being such a bitch for.? i only did it once. (WRONG. once when bong/collin told me,
second when glen told me.)
me: cause you are being such a childish bastard.
-at the same time,
fush: youre the bastard.!-
gross: why dont you whack me now then.
me: seriously.? i dont want to dirty my hands.
& he didnt dare to look at me at all. -reference to when fush confronted him-
if you do think youre right, youll have eye contact right.!? the whole confidence thing. right.
ya. so.
HOW GROSS IS THAT. he is like, saying stuff as if
i was the one who started it.?! i mean, its like, does he think he plays a role in my school life.? dude. YOU WERE
NON-EXISTENT.
not even on the radar. & the part about being a bitch, its called
retaliation. why should i suck it up & pretend nothing happen if you do such bastard stuff.?
i mean, if you dont want me to bitch you,
then dont do anything.fuck. & he goes to collin & say stuff like "
i hate jacq, i hate jacq". uhm dude.
reality check.? collin
cant be bothered & i am sure being a smart person, he knows that
no way will i know you. so the whole thing of you "hating me" for whatever reason is thus
unsupported & leads me to conclude that youre
slightly delusional.
i gave you the benefit of the doubt, just slightly only. how can i be bitchy then. ? (:CONCLUSIONi would rather be a bitch than a gutless(doesnt apologize nor own up), immature(thinks being a nuisance is fun, which i am sure most of us stopped that at age 5) bastard(cause i am a bitch).
you can say "but its childish for her to retaliate on her blog blah blah if she doesnt care she wouldnt do so blah blah yada yada."
BUT DUDE.
at least i wasnt the one who is probably thinking "jacq is so bitchy. confronting poor sad me just cause i
decided to make myself a nuisance in her life when she has stuff to do like cute dragonboat boy, shopping & all."
its kind of like spraying baygon on cockroaches. you wouldnt let the cockroach off & spray only when its on you or 5cm away right.?!
i am thus using this as a warning for those who actually have thought otherwise. true account with
no fake details since it occurred in front of so many people. they can all verify. (:
GLEN. i admire your strength in friends & your undying loyalty & how you speak up for things which i know you dont believe in at all just for friendship. (:
PS. since you want to be part of my life, heres a link to his oh so gorgeous blog of his wonderful life. so honoured that he actually reserved a spot of his busy life to be a nuisance in mine. (:
http://heavennumberseven.blogspot.com/xoxo; jacq chua.