10.27.2008

GIMME YOUR STUFF

ohkay. so i am currently into this. seriously, who doesnt like receiving stuff & buying stuff for people.? :D plus i love getting mail.

Gimme Your Stuff


"Welcome to Gimme Your Stuff, the cultural exchange blog where you can swap items of significance to your area with items from others around the world. A conduit for many an international cuisine to change hands."

so so so.

stuff that i can get you:
singaporeanish food & candy
cute stationary
cute accessories
clothes
local & asian stuff(magazines, albums, posters)
postcards
tourist-ish stuff
& basically whatever you want that i can find

stuff i'd love to get:
accessories (severe accessories junkie. hahaha.)
colorful & bling stuff
photos of your area
special candy w/o nuts
albums(metal/rock)
magazines(fashion)
any geeky interesting stuff you can find.

yay.! (: & i love to open parcels & dig through the contents. so ill most probably do big box swaps with many little things.

thinking at night = elmo suntanning

after garrett told me those incredulous stuff that he had heard floating around the gossip mill, i thought it was more hilarious than anything else. its strange how numb i am to them now. they used to be irate & ill think of stuff like, did i say something i shouldnt or did i do something that they misintepreted.? i dont exactly think much about others when i do stuff. its my friends & i that matters afterall. the other existences are just. smudges.

& i realize, its for good reason to. maybe it wasnt what i did or said. the problem doesnt exactly lie in me does it.? its more of those people who have problems with their sad mundane lives who try to spice it up by telling tales. & since they do not know shit about me, it makes it all the easier for them to cook up some story to strengthen whatever point they feel like making. you can be something but those people can make you to be something completely different regardless of what you do. a sordid, wretched kind of story telling.

for example, she hates you. & wants people to think youre a slut.
so she goes around saying,
"omg, she is such a slut. i heard that she wears slut clothes yadayada"
& somehow it slips her mind that,
1. she has never seen you outside of school uniform. &
2. her own uniform skirt requires only half the amount yours require lengthwise.

strange strange strange things, arent they.? (:

thats why i dont care much to listen to any of those stuff seriously anymore. though its still in me to laugh at weird ugly shoes & stuff. but seriously. some are just begging for you to laugh at them despite giving allowances for individualistic taste.

i wish therell be something fun to do soon. i am at my limits with boredom.

10.26.2008

HARU HARU


doesnt she look like a lovebird masquerading as a parrot.?!
so so colorful. btw. those yellow splotches are her baby food.


the nyannyan who loves milk honey yogurt drops.




i built her a new house.! its like, magar & i went to buy stuff, but we couldnt find one the fits nyannyan since most toys are sold hamster sized. so we bought wood to DIY. my dad was paranoid about safety & helped me to saw them though. nailing is so fun. hahahaha.


NEW DISCOVERY.


this is haru. she is this stray cat who is lurking around my house. how lovable is she.! i reckon she was abandoned. & i think she just gave birth.! too bad i cant keep her. she justs keep snuggling to anything. she doesnt do well with the other animals though cause she is quite hostile to smellybelly & like, shell think that nyannyan & the birds are prey.


pretty haru with nice cream fur with chestnut swirls. so yummy sounding.


it was quite shocking cause she didnt scratch or anything. shell come to you if you open your hands & all. my first time playing with a cat. :D






snuggly haru haru.
so cute.

i totally conked out last night cause of my flu. sigh. maybe cause i was wet after bathing nyanko & didnt dry off until i dried nyanko properly first. bahh.

10.21.2008

i hate OP

totally screwed up OP run. sigh. & it didnt help that i was hungry since 9am. & the bloody run ended at 4pm plus. i dont do well hungry. ): i get all grouchy & anything can piss me off. even the person who just happen to walk pass the class will get criticized beyond reason. hahaha. sigh.




nyanko is being such a cuddly snitz today. she just cuddles towards anything warm & outta the lights. & she is so cute with the cameraaaa. doesnt even need treats or anything. its strange that she isnt food driven.

& ya i look off since i just bathed & my hair was wet. but nyanko looked so cute i shall sacrifice myself.

10.20.2008

SURPRISE

thats what tingping & edward named this little fluff ball. we had a betting system at home to guess her future color. the stakes are high on green, & there are yellow and blue too.

but guess what.!

DUM DUM DUMMM

SHE IS GREEN. D: i spotted greenish down which would then turn into green feathers. i think. sigh.


my first time hand feeding a baby lovebird.! & it was my first & i was alone. so scary. all the thoughts of air bubbles, choking & paranoia made me keep checking on her every 5 minutes to see if she is alive until her parents returned. D:

i never thought of her as lovable until i fed her. aww.


HOW CUTE. the cobalt tinge= male. parrotlet.

its so strange that other countries have lists of banned animals, whereas singapore decides to narrow it down sufficiently as a list of allowed animals. how sad is that.?

pythons are great for pets though the temperature thing & feeding will get quite depressing for some. imagine having to knock the sense out of a mouse to feed the python.? & i do quite like those furry little things. but if i dont knock em out, then ill risk an aggressive mouse injuring my beloved python. sigh. but apparently for ball pythons, one mouse a week is sufficient. & there are such things sold in pet shops called "pre-killed mice". hahaha. so weird. but ya.

is this how vampires feel.? hmm.

pets ill kill to have:
-pythons
-leopard gecko
-sugar glider
-white ferret

nyanko was let loose in my room today. i expected her to be skittish but she was more adventurous compared to last night in edward's room & explored abit. then she decided to be snuggly & sat next to me. so cute. i think her favourite pasttime is just to lie on laps & stone. she whines when you get lazy & not pet her for too long.! hahahaha. i felt like i was getting trained by her.

10.17.2008

GREG IS THE NEW GROSS.

omg. i am so grossed out.

let me start from some mundane thoughtless thing that happened long ago.

PRELOGUE
a few months to be exact. so. i heard this voice shouting stuff like "bye jacq chua" etc right.? so it was gregory kang. glen told me. yes. (it is totally not glen's fault so i have no idea why gregory has to make things difficult for him by putting him in a spot. so immature. so glen is innocently uninvolved.) anyway. background info: i have never known who gregory kang is. never even heard of him since we never crossed path.

PART 1
so i was ohkay with it once(after fencing on be yourself day) but then he thinks its oh-so-funny & did it again. i seriously got annoyed since i despise extra stuff that irritates me since, if i dont bother you, you shouldnt either. ohkay. so i told glen to tell gregory to stop it. mutual friends thus itll lower aggressiveness & show goodwill. its true. how mature of me. :D & since glen was a mutual friend, i dont want it to get too big. but then gregory was like "ill be waiting for her to come whack me." like seriously.?! how old are you. so i asked him to meet me to clarify stuff if he has the guts. but he apparently didnt.

PART 2
i saw him for the first time in my life (did i like, walk under a ladder, break 10 mirrors, bulldoze the path of an army of black cats or something unknowingly last night.?!) after PT session today & decided to ask him whats his problem.

our conversation goes;

me: can you stop what youre doing.
gross: why are you being such a bitch for.? i only did it once. (WRONG. once when bong/collin told me, second when glen told me.)
me: cause you are being such a childish bastard.
-at the same time, fush: youre the bastard.!-
gross: why dont you whack me now then.
me: seriously.? i dont want to dirty my hands.
& he didnt dare to look at me at all. -reference to when fush confronted him-
if you do think youre right, youll have eye contact right.!? the whole confidence thing. right.

ya. so. HOW GROSS IS THAT. he is like, saying stuff as if i was the one who started it.?! i mean, its like, does he think he plays a role in my school life.? dude. YOU WERE NON-EXISTENT. not even on the radar. & the part about being a bitch, its called retaliation. why should i suck it up & pretend nothing happen if you do such bastard stuff.?

i mean, if you dont want me to bitch you, then dont do anything.

fuck. & he goes to collin & say stuff like "i hate jacq, i hate jacq". uhm dude. reality check.? collin cant be bothered & i am sure being a smart person, he knows that no way will i know you. so the whole thing of you "hating me" for whatever reason is thus unsupported & leads me to conclude that youre slightly delusional.

i gave you the benefit of the doubt, just slightly only. how can i be bitchy then. ? (:

CONCLUSION
i would rather be a bitch than a gutless(doesnt apologize nor own up), immature(thinks being a nuisance is fun, which i am sure most of us stopped that at age 5) bastard(cause i am a bitch).

you can say "but its childish for her to retaliate on her blog blah blah if she doesnt care she wouldnt do so blah blah yada yada."

BUT DUDE.

at least i wasnt the one who is probably thinking "jacq is so bitchy. confronting poor sad me just cause i decided to make myself a nuisance in her life when she has stuff to do like cute dragonboat boy, shopping & all."

its kind of like spraying baygon on cockroaches. you wouldnt let the cockroach off & spray only when its on you or 5cm away right.?!

i am thus using this as a warning for those who actually have thought otherwise. true account with no fake details since it occurred in front of so many people. they can all verify. (:

GLEN. i admire your strength in friends & your undying loyalty & how you speak up for things which i know you dont believe in at all just for friendship. (:

PS. since you want to be part of my life, heres a link to his oh so gorgeous blog of his wonderful life. so honoured that he actually reserved a spot of his busy life to be a nuisance in mine. (:
http://heavennumberseven.blogspot.com/
xoxo; jacq chua.

10.16.2008

guess

went to meet melmel & yew. :D omg. at the bus-stop, i saw canoe boy. who is promptly renamed dragonboater boy since thats what it is. anyway. so yeasterday we suddenly thought he might be secondary four. but that cant possibly be true right.? but omg. i saw him this morning.! & thats not the point. the point is. he was wearing north vista uniform. so ya. sigh. end of my cute boy career.

had yami & pizza hut. then went to ps to look at cute ribbons. heeren is so gross now. even hmv cant save its ass no more. then went paragon to walk around. sigh. my head hurts. but it was funnn. (:






SO CUTE.


mel abandoned us for some girl from some where.








this is gorgeous to the max.! qwerty qwerty qwerty.






i wanttttt.


she wants it too. hahaha.


zamm zammm. :D love them both.


NYANKO IS A
GUINEA. PIG.

10.15.2008

ordering my new phone online.!

its ridiculous. it costs 398 with plan at the singtel shop. but 98 bucks online at the singtel shop.? hahaha. so i am going to get it online. LG KS20. i cant find any phone with a qwerty keypad that looks decent. D:


either the battery leaked or something. poisonous.


cute little hairless featherless surprise. she is quite adorable despite being weird looking at first. the way she snuggles into you. now i see how parents can love their offspring no matter how ugly.


gonna paint em for tomorrows lovelies.! :D this is the nicest salmon there is.

since we didnt get the phone, we went to cold storage & splurged on groceries like aunties. bought lots of cheese. & my mac n' cheese. yay.!


cheese feast.! the lassi was a mistake. a cough medicine tasting powdery mistake. thus concludes that first tastes are nothing compared to aftertastes.


brieeeee. love it. sticky gooey inside, harder outside.


YUM. extra sharp cheddar. can cut you up.! omg. so cheesy. hahahahaha.




yumm.

nyanko respnds to her name & scuttles over when you call her. either that or i am delusional. going to bathe her & stuff tomorrow morning. then ill put hay everywhere. she seems to love it. :D :D :D

10.13.2008

SCENE

the rain dampened my mood totally. not to mention waking up at 10 for pw. sigh. luckily i wore the not-super-favourite shoes. hate it when my nice shoes get wet. did some OP planning etc.

gosh. when i walked around school today, i was assaulted by birthday posters of a certain someone i dont like very much. D: it was gross. sigh. actually, i wouldnt even care for his existence if he didnt do those stupid stuff like shouting goodbyes. can you imagine how scary it would be if people actually thought that we are aquaintances.?! for the record, i dont know him at all. bless the stars for that. would rather eat a miniature crate of strawberries then let such a thing happen. D:




cute lil nyanko with her pirate patch.

bought nyanko a larger cage(super steal at only 20bucks.! the other shops sold the same one pricier.), hay, nice yogurt drops, food mix & a new food bowl. :D gotta stop spending. hahaha.

10.12.2008

NYANKO


i neglected her so much. sigh. nyanko.! ill make it up to you.! going to buy hay, a larger cage & stuff for her tomorrow. bathing her every week & trim her fur. she purrrss.


nolstagic. love it love it love it. grape flavour. :D im gonna give goodie bags before school end. or at the chalet. so funnn. bought tonnes of candy with mummy & daddy today. those barley sweets are the best.


YAY. took off my extensions. perlyn spent the whole time helping me remove them carefully while i watched tv. hahaha. shall buy her WASABI FRIES.

10.11.2008

change of plans.

from ted;
.TED says:
but a7x just dosent appeal to me anymore anyway
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
not worth it.?
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
sigh
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
THEN HOW
.TED says:
take drugs
.TED says:
you know how much cheap fun i can have with 95 dollars?
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
i know too.!
.TED says:
EXACTLY

from him;
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
since when were you into a7x
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
since the time you dragged me into them
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
oh
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
wait
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
me?
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
YA
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
OH
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
that was only 2 songs!
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
lol
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
but still
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
bat country and beast and harlot
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
it was nice enough
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
the new album suxxxxx
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
i mean
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
they collaborated with green day?? wtf?
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
sellouts
jacq loves the bling & plastic says:
that was what tedmond said too
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
lol
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
we uh, have pretty similar tastes
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
save the money!
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
go shopping
to love some silly piece of music so much it hurts says:
hahaha

they are saying the same stuff. i should just talk to one of them only. so technically, a7x's new stuff suck shitxXx & s not worth the time. & i should just spend the money wisely on more frivolous stuff. hahaha. & since my musical tastes were mainly influenced & similar to weets, i am pretty sure thats what ill feel too. hahaha.

AVENGED SEVENFOLD.

OMG. taste of chaos is confirmed. but fricking mucc is not coming i think. low chance. screw it. 8days stated they were. but the sistic site & stuff didnt include mucc. only story of the year, ateryu & as i lay dying.

so. i wont go. then if mucc does go, ill just slap myself.

deciding on AVENGED SEVENFOLD or motley crue. slanting towards avenged sevenfold though. i used to love them. & after the mtv adverts that keep playing, it renewed my love for them. hahaha. :D :D :D just in time for the concert.

its on 24th october, max pavilion. buying the tickets later.

10.10.2008

buried in my book. :D


my eyes are dying. so are my brain cells. one story is 3 pages, then i have to take a break for like 10minutes.

yay. polyvore is so funnn. it has so much colorful & cute stuff for you to mix n match. i think ill get some vintage stuffies. :D plus more bling. & now im gonna go add more color to my wardrobe.


love the shortttss. :D plus the rings. FABULOUSSS.


i like the betsey johnson bracelets. she uses gold & leopard prints alot in her designs. :D yay. so happy. i want to go shoppinggggg.

i need new places to shop. like. new. no town no vivo no marina.

oh oh oh. i accidentally chopped off too much fringe. so now i have straight bangs instead. sighh. but itll grow sooon. i hope.

10.06.2008

moh.

watched eagle eye after school with garrett & erica. its a good show. :D everyone should watch it. :D shant say anything about it cause itll be super spoiler. see, the whole show is so exciting that even the tiniest detail is spoilerific.

the year end is filled with birthdays. sick of cakes already. D:


strawberry shortcake


black forest


yay.! youre so old.

& not to mention mummy's cake, jon's cake & the soon to be daddy's & ahma's cakes. :D


pw never ceases to make my life horrid.
& it kills trees with the amount of drafts needed in hardcopy. D:


aaah. from wikipedia;

A doppelgänger or fetch is the ghostly double of a living person, a sinister form of bilocation.

In the vernacular, "Doppelgänger" has come to refer (as in German) to any double or look-alike of a person. The word is also used to describe the sensation of having glimpsed oneself in peripheral vision, in a position where there is no chance that it could have been a reflection. They are generally regarded as harbingers of bad luck. In some traditions, a doppelgänger seen by a person's friends or relatives portends illness or danger, while seeing one's own doppelgänger is an omen of death. In Norse mythology, a vardøger is a ghostly double who precedes a living person and is seen performing their actions in advance.

no wonder it sounded so familiar.

10.02.2008

rociel & alexiel

fengjie changed his bike. i ought to get a license.! :D love love riding pillion. maybe thats why i dont really want him to get a car. hahahaha. so we went for breakfast before meeting my group for pw. & we saw the defu lane shop razed to the grounds when he wanted to go to the mechanic. the same shop that i saw with fire engines the morning of promos. D:

the funny thing about him is that; he is always telling me;
'dont ever get a tattoo, youll regret it'
'smoking is bad for you. dont smoke'
hahahahahahaha. & he does both of that.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (:


i am so happy now cause i went to the library yet again. :D & just as i walked by the arts shelf, i found four books immediately.

one on angels, it has every biblical proverb accompanied by an art piece which is gorgeousness. havent finished reading it. dont feel like rushing through it. (:

then a book on drawing mechas

one on the period styles: 400 years worth of british art & design.

& the last one on mythical characters. it has short introductions on each character with abit of history attached. its good for ideas & stuff. :D :D :D

then i bought my mini pearls milk tea.

so alls good right.? nice books, mini pearls.

BUT. the stupid driver had to ruin it for me. he was like, you cant bring that up. i mean, sure, ill get off. but he told me after i tapped my card.!! then my card had like negative value, so i couldnt just alight without the dire consequences of digging out coins etc. D: so i had to sacrifice my milk tea. which was 80% drunk.

happy childrens day to garrett. -sore sore sore-