going nuts

its embarrassing & senseless, but,

i just bawled my eyes out at G.O.D's to my mother mv. like, idky but everytime i hear that song i cry like theres no tmr. & i just heard it on star king where this guy sang it to his mom & then i was tearing, then everyone in the audience were crying & 2pm cried when they sang part of it with him & then i started bawling my eyes out.

i dont think anybody saw me cry before so they all think i am heartless. HAHAHAHA. but i bawled like mad at this song. screwed up.

8eight's w/o a heart make me cry too.
nell's its ohkay make me sad.

sigh.

i shall show you guys the magic of 8 days cramp studying. hahahaha. starting tmr.! technically today(since its like nearly 4am).

anyway, i just watched introducing star friend. literally, watched. since i cant understand the spoken language & only understand the body language.

but anyway. 2PM gets away with everything despite being idols dont they.? :D like,

getting kissed by a girl on broadcast,

cradle robber was the only thing that came to mind. HAHAHA.




making reallllyyyy unglam faces
its actually a software developed by some weird ppl that makes you ugly. i wonder why anybody wants to invest in that. if it has the opposite effect, itll bring us one step closer to world peace.

& just about anything else. but thats why they are so fricking entertaining & basically on every popular variety show. hahaha.

sigh. what has become of my life. its been reduced to watching & laughing & crying at videos & shows on youtube at 4am. hahahahaha.

I KNOW WHY I AM STILL UNABLE TO SLEEP & HYPER & MOODSWINGY.
I DRANK 5 SHOTS OF EXTRA CONC COFFEE.